No class!!!

i am so ACTION !!!

my holiday is on 19 DEC until 12 JAN

i going back to my hometown on 20 DEC

but i still nt sure tht i got chance to go kl or nt

if go also will be around 28 dec :)

i wish to meet someone !!! *Ahem* hahaha

but is just my wish :)

no class

later go have dinner with my friend ~~~

maybe tonite go to **CENTRAL WORLD**

DRINK BEER again!!!

so bored at home !!

--playing HI5--

!!! Pain !!!

oh let see this PIC hehe how painful it is...

HURT

I wake up so early in the morning then i cook a special breakfast for myself woww.. a SANDWICH... so nice wehn for class.. after a long time i nvr go for class aiyo abit tired !!! but then when i back home i call my friend "ICE"i invite him to my hse. just for fun.. then we go play football together !!!

Talk to P _ M too

She still sweet

No change at all

I wish to see her too

OH no i cant go out tonite !!!
if i go then my MAMA will kill me for sure !!!
i want to go but cant !!! wat to do !!!!...

Woowwww !!!

OMG

after a long time i nvr write my blog !!! now i am back yea

i got so many thing to write here !!

1. We went to Kanjanaburi

2. Central world

3. Acoustic Winter Festival Concert

4. Sunflower Farm

5. 5 Dec Father Day

tht all about it so busy now-a-day woww!! and exam also coming too !!!

and i still keep on still playing around

wowww !!!

i hope i can do it !!

aiyo

what to say at first !!!

1. "-Kanjanaburi-"

7 of us been there

SENG

KUNG

SAK

POP

CHAMP

KIDDY
SIA

we have alot of fun over there

i miss that movement as well

its was the best time to be with ur friends

we drink about 7 bottle

woww

no sleep as well

LOVE it !!

2. Central World.

as i remember. right after my 2nd exam then we went to watch movie

"TWILIGHT"

this movie was the BEST !!!

so nice

i like the actress as well

she so pretty

then after that

we were like order BEER about two tower

and we drink we sit in front of central world

until around 2am.

its over

then

all of my friend back home

but ME, Sia, and KUNG
went to play DoTa until the next day morning
then i went for class !! sp tired but i have too !!!

3. Acoustic Winter Festival.

its was my 2nd time went to watch Concert but this time is like i can say its was the BEST!!! its from 2pm. until the next day 7am.

i never sleep as well

i like

PRU

GROOVE RIDER

TATTOO COULOUR

ETC

FORD

JENNIFER KIM

PETER

and more

its was so cold over there

only one words i can say about it was

"THE BEST"

4. ==Sunflower Farm==

when the concert over me and my brother went to a SUNFLOWER farm

its was so beautiful

OMG

if anyone got GF and bring her over there

by the way "I am still SINGLE"

so nice !!!

5. *5 Dec --> Father Day*

Nothing much i just call my DAD wish him

and i wne to my brother company.

in his copany got celebrate father Day so

they provide us buffer Hahaha

nothing much

i got 2 pic i take with *AF*

Absent, Sick, Lazy

AbSent

Not enough sleep that why!! wake up abt 8am. then i just call my teacher tht i nt going for class today bcoz no well...this few day i nt enough sleep...

SiCk

Headach, Cough, and Flu

===again===

no medicine

LaZy

talk abt lazy. i am lazy to do homework!! its alot!!

wat to do !

I also dn knw

No Breakfast, Lunch, and Dinner

how torture am i ??

SLOW, NO MORE, :(

wake up late again !! class start at 10am. but only 2 hours today.. but its was so long!! my gosh i keep on look at my watch!!

time really past so slow dn knw why !!

and the student also dnt wan to study math!!

dn knw wat !!

so bored!!

hopefully today no rain

so thy i can go play football as usual

nvr exercise so many day alr so scare become FAT again!!!

oh i think SHE wouldn't reply my MSG alr :(

Aiyo!! wish can talk to HER again !!

NOW i use to be lonely alr!! aiyo

RAINY DAY!!!

Oh no!! i am late for class today.. yea... i wake up late that why bcoz i think bcoz i nt enough sleep ! :( my eye gna be like PANDA alr!! gosh !!! after finish i have to teach my student MATH again !!! oh... but its ok bcoz time past so fast at least i earn something :) luckily i reach home first then its like when i put my bag down suddeny raining alr!!! oh its so heavy rain !!! ao i cnt go play footall !! and again no food at home so i cook myself... ofcause i cook EGGs... eat with rice... bcoz i cant go out to buy food and my brother back home so late!!! today again i got alot of homework!!! but yea after i took my dinner i did some of it bcoz i its really alot!! so i hv to pass up tmr morning !! if nt then teaher will nt allow me to enter the class!

oh i'm waiting for her to reply me ?? but i think SHE may nt have time or somethimg!! anyways still wait for her :) or bcoz SHE was so busy abt her EXAM !! maybe i am disturbing her !! i'm sorry for that too.

YUMI BITE ME TODAY!!!

PAIN!!

i think it playing with me !!

oh!! i have to do my homework!!

if i am DEAD !!

Perfact Weekend.

I love saturday!! First, i went to CHAMP's hse in afternoon then we all plan to go JATUJAK market bcoz He want to make a special Ring for his GF... Woww i am so jealous!!! then after tht we all went to watch movie together four of us. After movie POP try to call up all our fren and ask them that are they coming alr or nt ?? bcoz we all plan to go drink together !!

around 9pm we reach by time only got

ME----"Lonelyboy"

POP----"best friend"

CHAMP----"other best friend"

SAK----"New Friend"

JACK----"Senior"

KIDDY----"Lovely friend"

KUNG----"my best buddy"

Then we all drink abt almost finish 1 bottle then all other friend come

NI----"Cute"

AMIE----"Sweet girl"

TANGMO----"CHAMP's GF "

TLE----"she is same with me bcoz HEART-BROKEN"

BUM----"KI's GF"

KI----"BUM's BF"

CHAMP----"TANGMO's BF"

BENZ----"NI's borther"

LEK----"BIG BOSS"

H"TONG----"SUPER SENIOR"

Now i got more friends. oh let talk abt SAK he is the best DRINKER i drink with him dn knw how many classes... i think abt 8 to 9 classes oh my gosh its make me almost drank!!! they all always DARE me to drink more. So yea i dnt like to when people DARE me so i just do it. while i saw AMIE sitting alone so i went to sit beside her.. and have a sweet talk with her... i like the way she talk to me :) really sweet.. i am nt sure that i am DRANK or wat!! but yea... she really good to me :) but her friend who HEART BROKEN, TLE, she DRANK so all of their friends have to bring them back so ... yea.. suddenly they all back !! so by tht time only got all of us... abit bored bcoz i dn knw who to talk to!!!

ALL TOGETHER WE ALL DRINK 4 BOTTLE !!!

My Opinion all the friends tht i meet is really good to me :)....

I LOVE WEEKENDS

Around 4am. KIDDY bring KUNG and ME back to his hse... when i raech the BED its like i just only know the word SLEEP!! haha...i dn knw wat am i saying too bcoz i really DRANK!!!

then abt 9.30am. KUNG wake up bczo he have to go work at JATUJAK at 10.30am. then i sesp i wake up too then i send a msg to AMIE.. i am waiting for her to reply...but no...

we ate SANDWICH on the table. i think his maid make for us.. but nt really full so we went out to have a breatfast near his house before KUNG go to work. Then me i plan to go back home and sleep. while i am on the way back home CHAMP call me togo have LUNCH with him so i went to him hse again!!! so SAK, CHAMP, and ME went to have LUNCH together... after tht we went to ESPLANADE COMPLEX acually just for a walk then we all went to eat "SWENSEN" ice-cream wooww its so nice... after tht i went ti meet my brother's gf then we back to "THE MALL RAM" bcoz my brother waiting for us there!! then he bring us to have dinner then back home!!! :)

"PERFACT WEEKEND"

Why today so tired!!! and CONFUSE !!

i wake up early but my class at 12pm. oh..

maybe last nite i sleep late....

actually today class is 3 hours but i told teacher no mood to study so we only take 2 hours.. then i faster back home becoz today is friday its gna be very very around 5pm. so i reach home at 3pm. then i start reading book like 30min then i decide to watch movie... until like 5.30pm. i go to stadium play football but its like i cant run at all i play only 30min i feel really tired alr... i tell all of them SORRY i really dn knw why i am so tired today!!! maybe i too worry about about my hand!! its hurt suddenly i also dn knw why... i am think should i go see doctor ?? but no MONEY!! i plan to ask money from my mom so tht i can go see doctor!! i think nvm just let its pain... this pain its i can force but the other*** pain i really cant force la also dn knw why also!!...oh today teacher give alot of homework!! i plan to do it on sunday but i scare i am lazy again...

The plan for my weekend i really confuse!! MAY also want to back to AUS tmr should i go send her at airport ?? then POP ask me to go drink with him... he told me a new place this time.. but in the morning i hv to go JATUJAK market with CHAMP... i really dn knw wat to do la... i plan to meet MAY bcoz so long i nvr meet her alr!! but also i cancel his plan this week its like 3 times alr.. they all scold me like hell alr !! what should i do ??

SO CONFUSE!!! HOW ???

So full !!

Today is a holiday actually i plan to go watch movie with POP, CHAMP and KUNG but at last all the plan is cancel!!! hahaha its bcoz of me... i went out with my brother to his gf new house,, its so nice but so far!!! its in RAMA 2 its really far from my hse... but for lunch i buy them JAPANESE FOOD... oh so nice... its full!!! then then we all reach RAMA 2. Suddenly POP called me and ask me where am i ?? i say i am near CENTRAL RAMA2 then he told me tht he was there so i say i will be there soon so when i reach there i meet him at OISHI RAMEN... he having lunch there so i accompany him then we walk around.. actually dnt want to disturb my brother bcoz they also want a sweet time with his GF.... oh i so jealous la.. but yea... i just walk around with POP then we went to eat ICE-CREAM

"BASKIN 31 ROBBINS"

its so nice !! then my brother call to go have dinner alr my gosh today eat the whole day!! its so full then back home... but i cant play football again today bcoz back home late alr... oh this saturday wat a plan again... we all plan to go drink again this time alot of people come... i comfirm i must go !!! Woww

so BAD today i nvr bring camera i dont think tht i will meet him today!!

i meet my best SISTER today... Its 22 oct 2008

This morning i wakr up so early for do my homework bcoz i scare teacher will scold... lucky i finish on time!! Woww... my gosh my classmate so bad i forget to do some part of my homework then.. they all like keep on telling teacher tht i nvr do the work !!... but teacher didnt say anything... during class my sister calling me but i cant pick up the phone... and i send msg to POP tht i cant go play futsal with them... then he reply me tht i am a betrayer.... oh my gosh... am i really BETRAYER ?? no la.. bcoz i really need to meet my SISTER!! sorry for tht POP... my bad yea. i went to her house then i play with her son... they all so naughty... they all look so cute :)... she cook special food for me too. it so delicous hehehe... i like the food so much... i even take back home some for my breakfast tmr as well. i reach home so late.. my brother like keep on calling me but in her hse no line at all so yea.. i cnt even contact anyone!! so i cnt call anyone... oh.. she give me some money. she so good to me.. then i take taxi home..

For Her...

i promise myself i will be lonely.. and every 2nd and 22nd of each month i only can write this msg for u yea.. this day is the day tht i nvr forget... while on 2nd of every month is the day that i most hurt and painful... its ok for me its take alot of time yea... i will force it yea.. thank for everything ok.. now i knw why u doing this to me.. i can just be a normal person to u.. i knw tht.. :( the pain tht i face this time its will always stick beside my heart forever.. this is real hurt!! i wish to have someone who understand me. :( i just want u to know tht "TODAY IS 22nd OCT 2008" :( :(

I did well for my pretest!!

Today class was abit slow bcoz aiyo revision only !!! my pretest was great !! i can do well for my actual exam for sure !! i will do my best !! during class KUNG calling me but i cant pick up bcoz teacher was looking at me all the time..

sorry yea..

then after finish class i plan to go teach math but the student dn want to study today so i go back home better !!! its look like want to rain to rain...

but no rain better so tht i wan go play football later bcoz if rain then i hv to be at home so bored again... even now also bored....

alot of homework as well...

i hv to finish by tmr!!

i keep on telling myself must finish..

then only i can do it !!! aiyo i use my money to pay the fees alr...

why my brother dn give me money !!! i dn hv money alr !!

hopefully he will give me tonite !!!

For Her...

So can u tell me why u dn want to talk to me ?? are we still friend ?? u really want to do this to me rite ?? u can just let me knw easily yea... its like u forcing me to forget abt u... but i cant u knw tht its really difficult for me.. even a friend talk u also dnt want to talk to me ?? why ?? i call and call its annoy rite ?? i am sorry for tht i actually just want to hear ur voice... its can make me abit happy.. but why u hv to hang up my call all the time.. i dont understand... i call just nw i think ur fren pick it up then suddenly hang up again... while i waiting for u to pick up i keep on saying pls pls pls pls pls pick up... but at the end u just hang up the phone!! why ?? u can just say hi to me also can...i really cant believe tht u will do this way to me .... :(

aiyo... why its rain !!

aiyo teacher call me last nite tht the class change to 12pm....

aiyo i hate afternoon class

its make me sleepy...

after class i teach my student MATH again...

i need to work for MONEY !!

yea... until 5pm. then i back home its was so jam and heavy rain so i ask my brother to come pick me up at THE MALL near my hse... i wait for him until 7.30pm. then we go take dinner together... after tht he buy me bread for tmr.. then back home...

i want to say thank to my MOM.. she bank in money for me :)...

i hate my brother :( he nvr give me my allowance... i using the money tht i work.. PLS GIVE ME!! i finish my money alr !!! :(...

For Her...

um... u really make me feel more more sad did u knw tht ?? u really want to make me forget abt u ist ?? u can just tell me rite ?? dn let me suffer like this... um.. i try then.. u knw i hurt alot... its pain from inside... i hope u happy with wat u got now... later on when u face this feeling then u will knw why i am this sad !!! :( take care!!... :(

i like BODYSLAM & DRIVING

I want to say anyone who break up pls listen to this BAND---> "BODYSLAM" its really nice everything really same as my life... all the sad song tht he sing is the best i swear !! anyone who understand thai.. they will really knw the true meaning abt it... i love this BAND so much!! i want to go watch his concert !! aiyo.... today i do all the hse work in the morning then i went out to repair the car... bcoz the air-con not cold ... i spend for 650 baht... nw my car is best i love my car... HONDA CIVIC :)... oh.. its was great to got car so i can go everywhere i want to go :)... but my brother always say tht becareful when i drive bcoz i still a beginner hehehe... i need to drive more so tht i got more use to it as well.. when come back i prepair to cook for our dinner !!! i make fried rice for them... its was nice :) who want to try pls come my hse so i can cook for u all :)...

The song tht like is

*ความรักทำให้คนตาบอด its mean LOVE IS BLIND*

*อกหัก its mean BREAK UP *

For Her....

why u do this to me !!! i really cant believe it... nvm i keep on forcing myself!!! yea.. anyway i will still always wait for u yea!! um... i miss u alot yea... but i cant talk to u forever !!! bcoz u dn want to talk to me !!! i want u to knw na my feeling will nvr change yea !!

all three day !!---

oh... on Thursday...

i no class so i send my dad to air port then after tht i went to have dinner with POP and CHAMP... oh... its so HOT !! we order กุ้งเต้น---> its mean they use freash prawn no yet die mix with a sos then some chilis.. u all must tr.y hahah its really nice !! wow... we went to eat CAKE too. so full !!!

Friday!!

i go class but alot of students were absent so its like we study only like 1 hour then finish after that i went to CENTRAL BANGNA to meet my sister then she buy me dinner and also give me money :) she so nice to me !! then my brother's gf come after tht she buy me billabong pant !! so nice... thank alot yea... u r really kind to me... then my brother come!! oh we go take dinner together then back home... i was so tired.. after i finish shower then i go to bed !!

Saturday !! today !!

its holiday !! :) i wake up like 8am. then i went to University tht my brother had study... bcoz they got Graduation of the year 2007.. so he went to meet his junior.. i go with my brother's gf bcoz my brother have to go for class then he me to drive a car back home !! its was my first time i drive in bangkok its nice... i like it so much.. i will start driving from today onward.. then when reach home. my brother's gf ask me to follow her to THE MALL to eat SHUBU SHI its a japanese BUFFET..oh i was full as well after that we just walk... i saw PUAL FRANK its so nice... even SENGKY son... yea... after then i like dn want to walk alr so i ask her let go back we reach home at 6pm. then i go play football at studium.. oh until 8.30pm then back then come to write this... abit tired!!!

For Her...

aiyo over this three day i try to call u but is like u knw tht i call u so u dn want to pick up or wat its ok then u just at least let me knw why rite ??... if u really dn to talk then ok.. i will not disturb u then.. i wait for ur msg as well but its ok.. yea u are the one who told me tht i can call u all then time rite ??... i might nt have VALUE for u but one day u will knw why !! um.. i nvr angry at u tht u nvr pick u ok... yea i will always wait for u !! :(

:( why ???

Today i start teaching my student alr... i earn abit but its ok... i hope i earn more :)... yea... i nvr take breakfast and lunch... so hungry so my dinner i take alot !!! i went to Book Fair... sell alot of book i wanted to buy COMIC just want to read it when i am bored bt i dn hv money !!! my brother nvr give me my allowance !!! i want my allowance!!!... can u give me ???..

For Her...
u knw i call u so many time but no one pick up the hp at all... u told me last time u can call u all the time rite ?? but why when i call u always no one pick the phone.. u dnt even SMS me aiyo !!

WHY ??

u knw i wanted to talk to u...nowaday i face so many problem... no one understand or listen to me except u do u knw tht ??? i keep on waiting for u ok !! :(

at last i get scolded by my DAD again !!!

Today i really tired i feel like dnt want to go class but yea... they hv increase one more class so i hv to go... oh after class i went to see the place where i can teach them MATH so tht i can like earn some MONEY... finally we found it. i reach home like 4pm. my gosh its so JAM... once i reach home my DAD start scolding me again !! aiyo wat is happen to my life ?? always get scolded by him!!! but yea... i hv to force it bcoz this coming THUS he go back to homwtown alr !! so i think i will be better:)... i nvr take breakfast and Lunch oh... so hungry dnt knw wat to eat... maybe will take dinner later with my Brother again :)....

For Her....
u knw i miss u again !!! u knw i got no money to topup tht why i cant call u... the phone bill came out oh my brother scold me like hell bcoz its so expensive !! i use to call u last time but yea... he deduct from my allowance !! oh ... so sad la :( aiyo... now i think u still dn knw the meaning to a TURE LOVE... u knw i learn alot from u as well... yea... everyone say "learn from mistake" rite ?? yea hopefully u will knw the meaning later on when u make mistake yea... anyway i still always waot for u yea :(
:(:(:(

Last nite cant sleep... waiting for a MSG from her !!

oh no.. why its happen to me... its like i cant sleep well last i think i drink too much coffee tht why !!! i cnt sleep at all then until 5.30 i go and study !! bcoz alot of homework !!! but at last i finish it on time... so the teacher nvr scold me :)... oh my god now i got class on MON, TUE, WED, and FRI. aiyo i think i hv less time so rest la.... aiyo headach !!! aiyo... today my dad back... once he see me he start scolding me again !!! what a life !!! i dnt know why !! i really give up for tht...today class its like waste time only... doing nothing... so bored... then teacher offer me to teacher other student MATH.. then i saw FINE.. i will teach them... they pay me 100 bath per hour... at least i earn something :)... i just notice that i lost my ATM card :(... my mom just bank in money for me !! inside got 10000 baht... then when i back home then u i call the BANK to cancel the ATM card bcoz i scare people will take all the money... i nt sure yet... so i wish all my money still there.... just nw my brother bring me to take dinner :) its nice... then come back home... i think i cant come write this alr but at last :)... i hv to go study !! bcoz alot of homework!!!

For Her...
u knw last nite i cant sleep so its like i nvr sleep and i also waiting for ur MSG as well... but nothing!! :( so i think around 6.45am. i send u a MSG but i think u receieve it... wait and also no reply !!! oh... i keep on waiting and waiting for ur MSG !!! yea... i might not have VALUE for u but i think one day when u relize tht then u will knw !! yea ... :(

i went to meet Ms. Li Ean and Shopping !!! :)

Oh this morning, POP, CHAMP, and ME go meet ms. Li Ean then we all go have lunch together... then we bring her to "MBK Shopping center" after tht we sent her back to hotel... then me and POP went to weekend market called "JATUJAK" oh i went there to buy a new necklace :) its abit expensive.. bcoz its a silver :) then i shopping also i buy a new shirt and JEAN... aiyo today i spend alot... it about 2000 BATH... but i borrow POP money bcoz i nt yet get my allowance... aiyo now i am a debtor !!! i own him 1500 BATH i will try my best to save money and give u back ok !!! i plan to go work part time job somewhere near my hse bcoz my allowance not enough to spend !!! yea... i took picture with Ms. Li Ean too.. and i me with my new necklace :) i will nvr take it off again bcoz i scare it lost again !!! its only think tht i can remember her !!

For Her...

i am happy that u on ur WEB CAM so tht i can see u u knw tht i really miss u... u look so SEXY oh i miss u more and more... i wish u like my pic tht i send u yea... i will nvr take off my necklace ok bcoz i dn want to lose its anymore... its stand for u .. u knw tht :).... i wish u still with me so i can buy u alot of thing.... i hope u like my pic yea :)... pls keep in touch yea !! :)

At home alone----"So Lonely"

This morning actually i wan to go JATUJAK but my bro tell me he dn knw wat to buy so we nvr go i just stay at home... then i want to go CENTRAL with him because he go there for watch movie.. i think he go with his GIG!!! aiyo so jealous la... so i stay at home alone :( so lonely tht why..i just watch DVD at home alone watch until i sleep !! then when i wake up its alr 5pm. so i went out to exercise at stadium near my hse..... i come back home so late alr its like 8pm. then only i go out to take my dinner with my brother....

my plan tmr is go SILOM to meet MS. Li Ean !! and then go JATUJAK with POP... to see KUNG !!


For Her....
oh at last i make decision to call her... she is like abit tired :( so the way she talk to me its like yea... i dn knw... ya.. i really dn knw wat to do ?? i try to tell her how hurt am i and.. pls understand my feeling... i hope u understand... i nvr ever face this before.. this is my first time... so abit difficult to face it... but anyway i wish u be happy with wat u like... i always wait for my DAY to come... so tht tht feeling that i face will be GONE !!! :(

So bored...."still worry abt her"

This morning i have to wake up early to catch my brother at 6am. if nt then i am nt gna get my allowance.. but he say he cant find his wallet..so i didnt get my allowance :( :(... then i leave my hse at 9am. bcoz my class at 10am. i scare i am late.. but i nvr late before... last nite i do the pretest then we all check today... out of 50 i correct only 26... its just pass but its nt good enough... teacher say much get at least 35 to 40 then its will be ok.. anyway i will try my best to study harder.. no lunch today... no money !!! :( my dad going back to home this sunday alr... i think he will nt scold me again before he go back... when i reach home my bro call me he asking me if i want to go watch movie with him then i say yea i want but he say no need to come... :( he told me to just stay at home an study.....

I AM SO BORED

For you...

i still worry abt u.. u knw tht r u feel better ?? i was waiting for ur msg last nite but... Um... nothing.. maybe u dn have credit ... its ok i nt angry at u... today during class teacher asking me wat am i laughing.. am i thinking of my gf ?? i say no... !! then its make me suddenly miss u agian... oh no... i want to call u but i still thinking should i call bcoz later disturbing u again ?? should i ?? i will make my decision later.. i wish i can talk to u everyday...

:(

a nice day !!.... BUT i worry about her

oh in the morning i went to register for my exam... after tht we went to "EMPORIUM" wowww so nice its like then bring all the special animal and show.. so me and POP go there to watch... after tht i went to "FORTURE" to repair my Bro's Gf hp.. becoz its spoil... then actually we all POP, CHAMP, KUNG and ME plan to go watch movie together but at last only me and POP go...

i go CHAMP's hse but he still sleeping so i then he told us cant go at last me and pop went to watch movie... only two of us... in ESPLANADE...

we watch movie name E-TIM

its COMEDY + LOVE story :)

its almost same as my life :)

then we go eat YAYOI together...

japanese food :)

after that we just walk around then went home !!

For Her...

oh i break my promise tht i make to myself... i wear the shirt again !! bcoz i miss u today... its 9 oct so i think u should be happy... then i send u a msg to wish u at 6.30pm. but no reply then i wait until late then i go see ur blog but u say u HATE today... why ?? wat happen ?? i make my decision to call u bcoz i worry abt u so much tht u r nt happy... the way i talk to u its like i scare of u... and all i ask u what happen too but u nvr tell me :(.. aiyo u can share ur feeling with me yea i dn mind ok... i told her again tht i will wait for her until the day will come.. then i wish then she will send me MSG tonite... i will wait for it... i will be very happy for tht...

:(

7 prohibition if you heart-broken !!

prohibition , heart-broken time don't to do like this

1. If u wan to weep, just let it come out.

2. Don't think injure oneself.

3. Don't be dissolute.

4. Don't be alone.

5. Don't look at the picture or antiques.

6. Don't think this life can't torn the clue.

7. Don't a telephone goes to reconcile the clue any circumstances.

??? ""No Idea"" ???

YUMI :)

ITS ME !!

This is for u !!

Aiyo last nite i cant sleep well i dn knw why also !! that why today durring class feel so SLEEPY... teacher keep on asking me WHAT DID I DO LAST NITE ???... i also dn knw why !!! during class also POP, MOD called me

POP call me, he asking me to go play futsal with him But yea i cant bcoz my DAD here if i go sure he will scold like hell again !!! tht why i nvr go !! i tell him i really cant go !! sorry for tht my fren..

MOD call me, she ask me to go have lunch together but i also say cant bcoz i still in the class untill 1pm. but she having EXAM at 2pm. so cant... aiyo long time nvr see her alr i should go actually !! but cant coz study more important !!

oh.. J' MAY is back to thailand !!!

woww... she back on sunday but she nvr even contact me until i find out that she here so i call her after class... i wish i can meet her before she back to AUS... nice to talk to u :)

Next, KUNG---> he got a problem abt university.. i try to help him.. by asking him to follow my way then everything will be easy !! :)... he told me he will think abt it again !!! i wan to say thank u for making my JEAN for me :)

i wan to say sorry to my fren tht i cant go out for futsal with u all i really cant ???

i will also try my best abt tmr if i can see u all or nt yea....

i hope u all know how TORTURE i face !!

alot of problem !!

i still got abit cough & flu !!!

dn knw when i going to be well !!

look at my pic-----*New hair style* & *Yumi* & *My new Nike Bag [actually for her]*

For Her
i wan to say that "LOVE IS BLIAND".... oh... i am like half DEAD !! i hope u understand how i feel... HURT & PAIN inside my heart nvr reduce at all !! i also dn knw why !!! everyting i face is probelm !! only words i want to say to u is "I LOVE U" but i think nw its useless alr...
i always miss u !!! :(
:(i dn knw u can feel the pain !! but yea only u knw how pain am i facing nw !!! :(:(:(

Always get scold, "happy last nite"

1st thing i want to say is

!!--""HOLY SHIT""--!!

Why everday i get scolded ?? i really dn understand what they want... omg i feel really SUFFER... i do anything also scold me !! i dn do anything also scold me !! if like for wat i stay in the world rite ?? i better DIE... i want to buy food also cant get scold again... why like that ?? i feel really suffer today i really no mood to study !! NO STUDY also scold me.. i call my fren also scold me !!! who know how to solve this can just pls let me knw !!!

i hate to be SUFFER

:(

nvr be happy !!!

i feel better...

but still abit COUGH & FLU

For Her...
every second... i wait for ur msg or call.. finally u contact me by send me a msg.. i really happy to see ur msg.. thank u alot that u still want to contact me.. thank again tht u talk to me last nite !! i told u everything wat problem i face right nw ?? i hope i can feel how SUFFER am i... i like no one can understand my feeling.. i dn knw who to talk to also.. i miss to talk to u again... its can make me happy !! but i dn knw when i call u again !! bcoz i wish u r inlove nw... so i just dn want to make u sad !! and remember abt the past.. i can be SUFFER alone !! thank for sharing my feeling yesterday.. after i talk to u its like i can take something away for my life... thank u very much... i wish to her from u as fast as possible !! good luck for ur Test !!
i miss u again !!! :( :(

I am so bored !!

LAST NITE :)

i want to say thank u for talk to me last nite... :)

i was so bored tht why i call u...

hahaha u still remember me yea...

i hope if u come thailand then u contact me ok...nice to talk to u :) :)

oh i support to meet my fren after i finish class but aiyo its heavy rain so i nvr go meet him... i told him tht we will wacth Movie together. but i nt sure tht if i can go out or nt bcoz my dad here, he keep on SCOLDING me like hell !!! i feel like i want to go die... he keep on saying tht i nvr study but i study like hell my gosh.... i do everything also get scold by him... wat a stupid life !!!

today i study abt economic its almost same as Marketing.. its easy for me hahaha.. i can answer all the Question as well.. wow its easy... but alot of homework again... mayb exam is coming tht why alot of homework !!

i still SICK !!

i finish my MEDICINE alr..

but i still got

""COUGH""

""FLU""

i dn knw why all this SHIT happen to me

i feel like i better die !!!

For Her

i dn knw how long its take me to be suffer !!! its HURT from inside.. i think only u knw how pain it is. But for u i think its become lesser and lesser... but me its still the same... i try my best to do every way alr.. but its still the same!!!

i hate this feel that i hv right nw...

the first person tht i think of when i wake up is "U"

the last person last person tht i miss before i sleep is also "U"

its always in my mind !! :(

i cry when i miss u but i cant do anything !! its just come out !! @-@

i am still SAD... :(

3S--->STUDY, SAD, SICK

STUDY

i am Sick !!!! no one care abt me at all....

i hv to study for my exam next month...

only thing i can do to get A

alot to study...

SOCIAL STUDY----> difficult

SICK

wat a medicine i take nvr make me better at all my gosh... i hv to go hospital ist ??

keep on Coughing non-stop..

some more got FLU too...

too cold at nite when sleep

SAD

i miss her again i wanted to talk to her... But i scare i will disturb her again !!! i keep on looking at my hp tht if got her msg or her call... so sad la... i feel so suffer... lost love is really sad...

i will nvr play with LOVE anymore... its Hurt & pain.... this pain will nvr GONE... its will stick in ur heart dn knw until when... anyone can advice me how to heal it ??

For HER
hey i was so cold last nite its make me miss ur HUG... i think its can make me warm.... i wish u can give me... SUNDAY is a day tht we always go for DATEING but no more... aiyo.. i miss the moment tht i hv spent with u :(
:(

Get scold, go out with friend

BAD DAY
wat a day... my dad keep scolding me like hell
my gosh i feel like i wan to die
after tht only he allow me to go out to meet my fren...
we go JATUJAK market its huge only hv on Saturday & Sunday...
aiyo but raining so i like reach very late
Bcoz i go
CUT MY HAIR
oh but i nvr bring camera so i didnt take any pic at all aiyo....
then we all go champ place to have a dinner there...
no Drink today i told them i still nt well so i dn wan to drink mayb next time
my hair just mornal la its nice i will take pic the post tmr yea....
after tht when i go back home its so JAM i hate this la
in bangkok always JAM....
i reach home at 9pm.
No one at home bcoz my Big brother bring my dad out i dn knw go where bcoz my hp no bat aiyo cant contact anyone at all so sad....



For her

why i miss her again
i cant see her online when i see her online i will like chat with her all the time...
wat my heart want ?? i really cant control myself...
oh no pls why my feeling tht i love her still the same its nvr less at all
its alr like a month but i still the same how long its take me to forget ??
i also dn knw i really cant forget abt her ist ??
if like tht then wat should i do ?
wait for her ??
i miss my sengky too
ARE u really no more feeling for me ??
u nt love me anymore ??
where can i get this answer ??
nvm
"i hope u read this everyday"
i can keep on suffer dn knw until when....
wish u happy with him...
:(

My Dream..:( but its just a Dream!!!

i sleep at 5pm then i wake up at 7pm. i dn knw wat medicine tht i take its make me sleepy...

while i sleep i got a dream too.

my dream is....

oh i dream abt all the past tht i went to her hse then i swim. i miss the swimming pool so much its big... i spend a sweet time in the pool with her... we play water together and i teach her how to swim too.we even take pic together tht why i remember my past.. i was really sweet and wonderful time tht i have spend with her.. i miss tht moment... and after we finish swimming then we sit at the canteen there and order something to eat... i told her i wan a beef soup. and she say she want a hot MILO. oh... then i order fried rice too. when we eat then we always exchange... when cant finish i will eat all :) its was so cold tht why i wake up :( i want to continue my dream but i think cant... i wish its come TRUE again... i miss her HUG as well when i cold she always give me a special warm HUG.. i nvr forget abt it as well tht why i post this pic...

oops nt feeling well, i miss her Warm Hug !!! its only in my dream !!

For HER

My love for u will nvr change

i will wait for my day to come

i wish to hv tht day as fast as possible...

i want her back

i cant contact her, talk to her, sms her, anymore

bcoz she want me to forget abt her

its alr 1 month and 1 day but i still cant forget

i just cant forget...

its too difficult for me to do it...

i miss her alot

i CRY everynite

i cant stop thinking abt her !!!

who can help me get her back ?? i will do everything tht he or she wan me to do :(

i will always wait for her !!!:( :( :(

Finnally i make my last call

Today very early in the morning 5am. i hv to wake up and send my brother to the AIRPORT. he went to PHUKET oh i wan to go but i hv class so cant :(... actually my sick become worse bcoz i DRINK last nite... oh i cough alot too. actually today class only 2hr but dn knw why teacher change to 3hr. i feel sleep while studying coz i take a medicine tht i buy this morning i dn knw tht i buy correct medicine. but nvm i nt die then good for me alr la... oh when i come i cook again for my lunch so tht i can take medicine as well.

atfer tht i pack everthing into the box and keep it inside the store room.

then i got take pic too hehehe... POP call me again asking me to go out watching movie with him again just nw but i told him i nt well so i cant go.. sorry for tht aiyo i need more rest coz nw one one worry, care abt me anymore. so nvm....

For Her

i call her again when i come back home but no one pick up again... why so difficult to catch her nwaday ?? but at last i catch her online so i ask her tht can i just make a last call. i only take 5min then finnally i got it... i am really happy to hear ur Voice again.. i miss her alot.. but i cant say it to her.. i am scare !!! :(.. i still cant forget even i try to do it i do everyway but still the same for me.. i think i love her too much tht why its so difficult to forget... aiyo... LOVE IS BLIND... if can i also want to put my heart in to the box so tht i can like no feeling at all... i miss u every second but i hv to force my feeling... every song tht i listen make me Cry, Hurt me. all the love song my heart pain all then time can this feeling go away from me. or i just want u back back but i think its IMPOSSIBLE...

i will wait for u...

if u need me then contact me ok...

i nt gna contact anymore if u wan to knw abt me then read My BLOG everyday...

only u knw how HURT i face right nw...

:( :( :(

i dn wan the HURT felling

i want back my HAPPY Feeling

hopefully u can help me... its can be only in my dream .....

all the pic :)

LET enjoy :)

oh today i went to register for my EXAM

oh almost full

but lucky still got :)

after i finish then we went to

CENTRAL WORLD---> [shopping center]

oh my god its so big...

we went to buy ticket for movie

we watch

หลวงพี่เท่ง

its a thai funny moive.

but its start at 3pm.

then we go eat

PIZZA HUT

its was so full !!!!

my gosh i cant eat alot coz i nt well :)

after tht wwe go watch movie together

after movie finish then

we plan to hv dinner together

one of my fren say let drink so we

DRINK!!!

again...

my gosh 2 bottle :)

i cant drink coz i nt well

SICK

then after they send me home

FOR HER

oh today while i went to register for my EXAM i send u a msg say tht i nt gna contact u anymore yea.. if u want to knw abt me then just read my BLOG yea... and if u need me then u better contact me..while i drink tht time i call her i just wan to say by myself but AGAIN no one pick up my hp :( but nvm... i understand u well u are in the party so enjoy ur party tht why i dn wan to disturb u as well so i nvr reply ur msg. when i reach home then i call u again but no one pick up again. so nvm.

ENJOY UR PARTY :)

take care i just miss u

:( :( :( :( :( :( :(

What a day :( but ICE MONSTER is nice

OH i keep on forcing myself until when ???

i will try my best to force my self as well



class was boring

back home at 4pm.

actually today hv to go play futsal with POP & CHAMP

but he cancel the macth

so nvr go :(

aiyo after my dinner

my brother bring me to



FASHION ISLAND----> shopping center



damn big wei

all the thing there is really nice

i wanted to buy a short pant but no money :(

after tht he bring me to eat



ICE MONSTER-----> its like ice blended with fruit hehehe

then walk around before back home... :(



HEY Aguss



thank u tht u hv teach me abt the thing

its work

i will keep on try it

my body is very pain as well

let see 3 month later...







THIS IS FOR HER



i miss u all the time

i just want try not to contact u

if u need me then u cantact me better

i don't want to be a middle person

i want u to knw tht my love for u still be the same

its will nvr change

i will wait for u

miss u alot

pls take care of urself

:(