Finnally i make my last call

Today very early in the morning 5am. i hv to wake up and send my brother to the AIRPORT. he went to PHUKET oh i wan to go but i hv class so cant :(... actually my sick become worse bcoz i DRINK last nite... oh i cough alot too. actually today class only 2hr but dn knw why teacher change to 3hr. i feel sleep while studying coz i take a medicine tht i buy this morning i dn knw tht i buy correct medicine. but nvm i nt die then good for me alr la... oh when i come i cook again for my lunch so tht i can take medicine as well.

atfer tht i pack everthing into the box and keep it inside the store room.

then i got take pic too hehehe... POP call me again asking me to go out watching movie with him again just nw but i told him i nt well so i cant go.. sorry for tht aiyo i need more rest coz nw one one worry, care abt me anymore. so nvm....

For Her

i call her again when i come back home but no one pick up again... why so difficult to catch her nwaday ?? but at last i catch her online so i ask her tht can i just make a last call. i only take 5min then finnally i got it... i am really happy to hear ur Voice again.. i miss her alot.. but i cant say it to her.. i am scare !!! :(.. i still cant forget even i try to do it i do everyway but still the same for me.. i think i love her too much tht why its so difficult to forget... aiyo... LOVE IS BLIND... if can i also want to put my heart in to the box so tht i can like no feeling at all... i miss u every second but i hv to force my feeling... every song tht i listen make me Cry, Hurt me. all the love song my heart pain all then time can this feeling go away from me. or i just want u back back but i think its IMPOSSIBLE...

i will wait for u...

if u need me then contact me ok...

i nt gna contact anymore if u wan to knw abt me then read My BLOG everyday...

only u knw how HURT i face right nw...

:( :( :(

i dn wan the HURT felling

i want back my HAPPY Feeling

hopefully u can help me... its can be only in my dream .....